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Night Terrors
09:02
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It’s never a good thing when the phone rings in the middle of the night
it’s never good news, it’s never nothing
I rush past your bedroom on my way
you’re nowhere to be found
I suspect the worst
but I hope for the best
3:18-4:10
the apparatus has slipped out of my hand
shattered into a thousand pieces across the floor
everything that made it work destroyed and stepped on
no resemblance to what it once seemed
wires exposed and broken at the seams
this is not how the story goes
I refuse to accept this as
my reality going forward
I’m probably still asleep and this is a nightmare
surely you must know how much I
—am probably still asleep and this is a nightmare
surely you must know how much I love you
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Pallbearer
12:46
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i open my eyes to all black everything
i close my eyes to the darkness within
we converge in hopes to mend
we dissolve re-broken, again
even the rain can’t wash away the tears on our face
the sadness prevails in our eyes, in our mind, in our hearts
it is as if you died but i am the one in hell
the only light at the end of the tunnel is the one that is coming right at you
forever and ever in my nightmares
all black everything
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Blissful Oblivion
09:32
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i wish you were tethered to our world
instead of opting for
heavens revolving door
in my weakest moments when I was thinking to myself
why couldn’t you have spilled your guts
instead of spilling your guts
i was mad at both of us
me for loving you wrong
and you for never loving again
sometimes i wish i could forget
and what hurts the most is that sometimes i can
i hope that heavens gaze shines on your soul
i hope you feel at ease in our forgiveness
i hope you have everything this world left you wanting
left you wondering
left you wandering
Wether the weather holds
Or if if I
weather the storm
I will not give in
to sadness
I will not succumb to grief
i will not be defined
by my bereavment
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The Valley
09:31
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I’m speaking in tongues to the creator
my words echo my grief all while falling on deaf ears
there is air in my heart and there is thaw in my lungs
my soul was split in two
every smile cracked is like a broken vow
a father without a child left to love
my body is enshrined between the walls closing in
my soul is trapped under the ceiling
teeth lying under oath
ease me back into life
going on at an unforgiving pace
ease me back into life
like a shepherd without a flock to guide
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My Reveries
06:49
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as we suffer through this loss
we owe it to you to remember
it was the fear of losing you that made me odd
there was heaven in your arms
and there is the hell by your bedside
there were 6 in your arms
there were 7 in the ground
there was a city of gold where your head once laid
all yellow, all blossomed, all but a memory
the memory of your smile
carries me through my day
carrying a light as bright as the sun
the wheel came down the track
there you stand
there you burn
you reap what i failed to sow
your glee all wrapped up inside of me
my heart feels a blessing
of my fondest dreams come true
all yellow, all blossmed, all but a memory
I wasn’t lucky enough to hold you forever
but I’ll count my blessing with you
eternal - in my reveries
there was heaven in your arms
and there is the hell by your bedside
there was a city of gold where you had once laid
all yellow, all blossomed, all but a memory
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